insanity - pretty-boy-and-asshole

insanity

Undead stuff does here / pretty-boy-and-asshole

Kaoru was frustrated. Well, okay, maybe frustrated wasn't the right word. He was a lot of things at the moment, and he felt that frustrated sort of minimized all his feelings into one condensed blob that felt like it could just burst at the seams at a moment's notice. Which was what he did with his emotions anyway, so yeah. Maybe frustrated did work, but he felt like a lot more. He was annoyed and pissed off and exhausted and overworked and underpaid and was going to deck the next person that looked at him wrong in this shitty little live house. There were a million and one reasons he could be feeling this way, but somewhere in the back of his mind, he could easily identify the root of these specific emotions. A simple really, so simple that anyone with a brain might have wondered why he hadn't done anything about it yet until he admitted that it was abso fucking lutely his father. This shitty job at the live house was one mandated by his father, otherwise, he'd have quit within a week, and this was his fifth night in a row working. He had been told he'd have tonight off to himself, and had actually been looking forward to taking the day and surfing because the weather was supposed to hold nicely for waves and it would have been the perfect opportunity. But then his dad said one of the other employees had gotten sick and he had to take the shift, and so here he was, dealing with an annoying crowd for what felt like hours as he kicked back in a chair backstage. He was doing his job, sure, but it was the bare minimum. On any normal night, he was a wonderful host, taking care of the guests and making sure they were doing alright. But when it came to the nights like these? Well, he didn't care enough. They took care of themselves, and he knew he'd just have a mess to clean when they were out. He'd likely blame it on the people performing, but he knew it was more than that. The sort of delinquents that they seemed to draw in. Whatever.

23:08

His dad liked him because they brought in a lot of money. Simple as that. Kaoru disliked them because Sakuma's attitude annoyed him. But he put up with that shit for the job. He seemed to be preoccupied with his phone, texting some number he didn't have saved to distract himself. Less than an hour before they closed, and he was already dreading the clean-up. Ugh. If his dad wasn't a cheap bastard, which he shouldn't be -- he had the fucking money to spend, then maybe Kaoru wouldn't be left alone to watch over the stupid business he was meant to take over. What a dick.

23:08

@Kha'iel and the copypaste begins

Red eyes watched the distracted blond from a distance. Rei had been fucking around on stage earlier and only stuck around out of boredom. Watching lil Hakaze-kun was mildly entertaining. For now. Taking the opportunity to approach him while he was busy with his phone, Rei hated technology. It took the fun outta things. Mostly phones. He'd pass on that. Like look at Kaoru here? A pretty boy hiding behind a screen like that? What a fuckin waste. So much so that Rei snatched the offending phone right outta the blond's hands. "Hey there Hakaze-kun. Does yer daddy know ya use company time like this? Tsk tsk." He glanced over at whatever Kaoru had been typing. "Ouch. Don't even have her number saved huh? What a heartbreaker. Why don't ya pause playin' with girls emotions and come entertain me for a bit. Won't that be fun?"

23:09

@soft screaming paws at u

Kaoru was quick to his feet as soon as his phone was taken from his hand, reaching out to try and snatch it from him before anything on it could be read. It seemed, however, that luck was not on his side and he had to hear the bastard comment on it. He just rolled his eyes at that, in no mood to deal with anyone from his unit at the moment. He swore they were more annoying than Ryuseitai could be at times. "Like my dad gives a shit what I do. The job gets done." He quirked a brow at him, as if to ask why he had been bothered. He got his answer soon enough, having to hear him say that. Disgusting, honestly. Hell, he hardly knew his name. "Sorry-" With the grin he gave him, not quite reaching his eyes, it was obvious he didn't feel apologetic at all for shooting him down in a split second. "I don't make it a habit to spend time with guys. Much less 'entertain' them. Maybe some poor girl out there would want to deal with you instead?" His voice was bordering on pitying, almost as if he was talking down to him. Although he could have been called disrespectful, the guy had been held back, after all, he didn't really give a shit about that.

23:09

@Kha'iel dont paw at me im not gay

"Aw whats wrong? Does daddy not love ya? And what job gets done around here? You hookin' up with random girls so you can forget about your own troubles while also breakin' their hearts? Such a cruel boy you are." He texted out a reply to whatever girl Kaoru here had been talking to before pocketing the phone. The blondes shitty little words not bothering him at all. He wasn't talking to this guy for his personality. "Whats wrong Hakaze-kun? So unsure about ya sexuality that you're afraid hangin' out with another man is gonna make ya a fag? I hear ya slingin' that word around alot. Got something to hide?" Like seriously this guy was so funny about how he reacted to things. It made Rei want to mess with him just to see how annoyed it make him. Completely entertaining.

23:10

@soft screaming you will be

"My father isn't your issue, Sakuragi. I do what I'm paid to do." He didn't seem to care that he'd gotten his name wrong. After all, he didn't care to learn most names from the people at their school. They all seemed to blend together and he could only really pick out the faces he saw most often at the live house. Once more he reached out for his phone, a scowl stuck on his expression. He let out an exasperated sigh at the guy slipped it into his pocket, and he checked his watch to see how much longer he had before he could just openly kick him out. Ugh. Fifty-five minutes. "I'm just not into guys." He snapped, shifting his weight back onto his heels as he stared at him. God, he needed to destress. His head was starting to hurt. He patted at his pockets, sighing as he felt something in his jacket pocket. "They're boring and I don't see a point in spending time with them when I could more easily spend time with a girl." He neglected to comment on the insecurities surrounding his sexuality, not wanting to get into that with someone random. He turned on his heel, beginning to walk towards the back door of the live house, tucked a little further backstage. "If you're so keen on harassing me you can bum a cig. Then I'm kicking everyone out so I can clean up the place."

23:11

@Kha'iel abso fucking lutely not

"You get paid, Hanake-kun? Guess ya spend all your money on hair products to look good for me- ah sorry, to look good for the ladies, mhm?" He acted oh so confused when Kaoru reached out for his phone, as if he was not holding it hostage just because he could. Whaatttt it's not like Hakaze here was gonna get all touchy with another guy to snatch it back~. "Girls and guys are all the same in the end. Maybe ya should try getting pegged by a lady to see what I mean." Smoking huh? Sounded good to him. Especially since he was being invited ever so kindly by a fellow classmate and idol. He was gonna stick around after closing if only to be annoying. Following after the blonde, Rei chuckled at his own thoughts. "Smokin's real bad for your lungs. Better be careful with that, pretty boy. Else you'll have to be a Model instead of an idol."

00:19

@soft screaming

Good for him? The idea made him clench his jaw, and he resisted the urge to punch him right then and there. But he knew he couldn't lose his cool. If he did? Rei won. And he'd be damned if he let this asshole win at anything. He grabbed his pack of cigs out of his pocket, tapping the bottom and pulling one out with his teeth as soon as it was far enough up. A stupid trick he'd learned ages ago, but he couldn't really find it in himself to care. "Don't do it enough to hurt." He mumbled around it, shoving open the back door of the live house with a shoulder before he stepped outside. He haphazardly tossed the pack to Rei (a pack of slims that looked far too expensive to be in the pocket of a playboy -- a plain black box with a silver lining hiding the cigarettes inside) before he fished his lighter out of his pocket, flicking it on and lighting the cigarette between his lips. He grabbed the cigarette between two fingers, taking a slow drag. It was a comforting familiarity, and he leaned back against the wall, blowing the smoke away from Rei. How kind. "I have a name. Stop calling me pretty boy or I'll kick you out myself." He took a faster drag, a little less haphazard as the smoke spilled a little too far into his throat and lungs, a little too fast as it left a burning trail in its wake. "Five minutes for a cig, and then you and your fucking groupies are out of here. I'm sick of it tonight."

08:26

@Kha'iel

Now wasn't he just a lil show off? How fuckin adorable. Following him out, Rei caught the pack with ease. Letting out an amused huff ar the fact that this guy thought he was gonna listen to him at all. Kick him out? Sure thing pal. His need to act like he was the one in control was something Rei wanted to pick apart and unravel. Understanding how others tick was a great way to pass the time. Pulling a cig out, he placed it in his mouth, letting it hang there. Now, he had a lighter alright. So did blondie over here? Why use something so boring though when he had a much better idea. Ignoring whatever Hakaze was going on about now, probably something homophobic who knows. Not Rei thats for sure, he waited until Kaoru went to take another drag of his cigarette. Invading the blondes personal space a bit as he pressed the tip of his cigarette against the lit one of Kaoru's. Pulling away he took a quick drag just to he petty and blow smoke directly into that pretty little face of his. "Kinda like an indirect kiss ain't it?" He teased just to taunt him. What he just said was complete bullshit but if it pissed him off, Rei didn't mind sprouting whatever nonsense came to mind.

01:52

@soft screaming

If Kaoru had been feeling a little less nice, he would have smacked the cigarette right out of Rei's hands. Of course, they were pricey and he didn't want to waste one by having to give him yet another. So instead, he kicked at his calf with his foot in an attempt to shove him back away from him. He scowled at Rei, half tempted to reach out and burn him with the lit end of his own cigarette. Instead, he sucked up his emotions and sucked in a long drag off the cig, blowing it right back into Rei's face in a puff. "Fuck off. I had a lighter. You're a dick." He leaned back against the wall again, forcing his gaze away from him. "If you were a chick? Yeah, it'd be different. I don't care much for being close to men." Kaoru let his eyes shut, focusing on the cigarette more than the guy right by him. He shifted a bit, moving a step or two away from him so he wasn't too uncomfortably close. He still wasn't a fan of this whole situation. He held out his hands for his box of cigs back, waiting a little impatiently. "Hand em back, then you're leaving."

@Kha'iel

Unable to help himself, he laughed at the kick, fully enjoying himself just by playfully messing around with Kaoru. His reactions were so amusing that the feeling of boredom seem to dissipate completely. The rush of being alive was a welcomed change. It was one he didn't want to fade so slon. So there was no way he was gonna leave easily. "Takes one to know one, ey Hakaze-kun? I could make a pretty chick for ya. I've been told I'm absolutely stunnin' in a dress. And if ya do me from behind, you'd barely know I'm a guy." His grin was smug like he knew Kaoru was going on get pissy for what he just said. Shaking his head at his demand. Rei reached out and grabbed his hand, intertwining their fingers. "Aw ya wanna hold hands with me? How cute. Anyway I dun't think I will? How 'bout we grab a drink first before ya so rudely kick me out? You can handle some alcohol can't ya pretty boy? Unless you're scared. I get it, wouldn't wanna ruin your fancy lifestyle." He also still had his phone. Now he had two things of value to the blonde. They were easy to replace though so who knew how much worth they really had in the end. Enough to get a drinking buddy he hoped. "After that I swear I'll be outta ya hair. You can go home and text unsaved number all ya want."

@soft screaming

"You're disgusting." He muttered, rolling his eyes as he shoved aside any thoughts of Rei in a dress. He was a dude. He wouldn't look good in a dress as far as he was concerned. Nor did he want to think about it. As soon as Rei grabbed his hand, he scowled. Kaoru was quick to try and yank his hand away from Rei's, not wanting to deal with the physical contact. Of course he'd do something gay like that. How fucking annoying. He shoved his hand in his pocket as quickly as he could, dropping the half finished cigarette on the ground. He stepped on it, twisting his toe into the ground to snuff it out "She's probably pissed because I left her on read because of you. Asshole." He scoffed, turning to walk back inside. He didn't care to wait for Rei, deciding to just get this over with. He could get a drink no problem. He wasn't a fucking lightweight. (Okay, maybe he was just a little. But he'd never admit that). He glanced back behind him to make sure Rei was following before he slipped over to the bar. "You can pay for your own shit, since you wanna be a dick."

@Kha'iel

"If ya say so~ personally people find me rather charmin', I'm sure I can win you over eventually. No big loss if I don't though." Ooo he pulled away so fast. Someone was real defensive bout his sexuality huh? Well he hoped Kaoru had fun with his internalized homophobia. "Nah I texted her for you don't worry. I'd never be that rude to a lady. It's important to respect em. Not that you'd know that huh? Considerin' you didn't even save her name." He took one last drag of his cigarette and smooshed it against the wall to put it out to follow Kaoru back inside. Wooo! So he was gonna drink with him? How fun! Especially because Rei was having a hell of a time bickering with Kaoru. He was so amusing. It made Rei feel alive, eagerly awaiting what reaction he'd get next. "Gonna make me pay afterhours? Thats fine by me~" Rei was being a total dick. He was well aware of that. Maybeee he should tone it down a bit. Taking a seat, he leaned over the counter and rested his head on his hand.

@soft screaming

Even if Kaoru hadn't originally planned to make him pay after hours, he had zero plans to let him get off scott free since he was still being an asshole. He just rolled his eyes at all the comments, choosing to swallow down any snappy comebacks and keep some of his dignity for the time being. Given that it was technically after close, the bar had been cleaned up and put away, but Kaoru had zero issue slipping behind there. Making a simple drink or two was nothing out of the ordinary for him, even if he really didn't have proper bar training. That wasn't his job. "Yeah. You pay double. Choose carefully, asshole." He leaned against the bar in front of him, eyes darting over Rei as if to try and identify what he really wanted from this. He couldn't tell, but wasn't quite willing to brush it off just yet. "I'm having a jack and coke-" He'd regret that when he was already buzzed after one drink. "- You? Maybe red wine for that shitty vampire shtick you have?"

@Kha'iel

"Wow you're always full of such sweet and charmin' words. No wonder ladies flock to ya left and right huh?" What an expensive drink. It better be worth it in quality. Hakaze was really making him buy his time. He could've at least taken him out to dinner first. "Eh. We all have personas we like to keep up, yea? Red wines fine with me. I don't mind havin what you have either. Good way to see who can handle their alcohol better. I bet it's me. One or two drinks look like enough to take ya down." Sitting up straight, he tossed his wallet onto the counter. Have at it pretty boy, rob him blind. Rei honestly couldn't care less. Money was a meaningless currency that only served to make people feel like the boring ass tasks they did had any worth. "Smokin', drinkin', turnin' out to be quite the delinquent yourself. Rebelling against high society or jus' doing it for you? Be careful not to take things too far. Ya won't be young forever~"

@soft screaming

Instinctively, Kaoru took that statement as a challenge. There was no other way to really parse it. Sure, he was a lightweight, but he refused to lose to someone like Sakuma of all people. Especially in a game like this, where he should logically come out on top. He owned the place, after all. Right? Kaoru mumbled something under his breath, some unintelligible words that definitely rung harsh in the quiet air of the bar. He slid Rei the drink he'd just made for himself, setting on making another one. "Not a delinquent." His jaw clenched as he said that, and he forced himself to relax, not wanting him to see that he'd had any effect at all on him. "I've got my reasons. You have yours. We'll leave it there." He finished the drink soon enough, raising the glass in a mock toast before he took a sip. "Can't wait to see you knocked out after half a glass. Not so high and mighty then, huh~?"

@Kha'iel

"Touched a nerve did I? Relax, I was sayin' it outta genuine concern. Rebelin' is fun but ya gotta consider the effects it has on your body." Grabbing the drink, he rolled his eyes at the taunt. One of them had a low alcohol tolerance here and it for sure wasn't Rei. "I'd love to see that too. Shame it ain't gonna happen." He brought the glass to his mouth and downed it. Not the wisest choice. He had a point to prove. "Well~ seems like im all fine and dandy? How 'bout you make me another one and we can see if that does me any better, yea? Maybe yer jus' shitty at makin' drinks." Setting the glass down, he pushed it back over towards Kaoru. A tiny bit affected by the drink. Not enough to get him anywhere.

@soft screaming

Rei downing the drink in one go really felt like a challenge to him, and before he could really consider the consequences of his actions, he'd lifted his own glass and chugged it down just as quickly. He'd be tipsy in a moment, but for now he could pretend it did nothing to him. He set to refilling his glass, taking Rei's as well and mixing them up another of the same thing. "Uh-huh~ And I'm just fine as well-" Give it ten minutes, Kaoru. "Maybe try this shitty game with someone else, yeah~?" Kaoru took another slow sip of his drink as he slid the glass over to Rei. He laughed, a bit between smug and dazed, letting the warmth of the alcohol slowly seep into his veins. He leaned against the bar in front of him, carefully watching Rei's expression. "What's... the point of being so shitty all the time? You're such a dick sometimes."

@Kha'iel

gee, Rei sure hoped Kaoru didn't regret that. Not his problem if he didn't. A drunk hakaze would be a sight to see. "Maybe I'm havin' more fun playin' with you regardless" Which he was. He was a little surprised the guy actually made him another drink. How sweet of him. For someone who kept acting like he wanted Rei gone, he wasn't making good on any of his threats. Picking up drink, he squished the liquid around and shrugged. This time he took his time with the drink, taking a sip and actually tasting it. Wasn't that bad. Nice. "Entertainment I guess~? Fun to see who sticks arounds despite it all. Or I could just be a dick. I'll let ya decide. People love makin' assumptions bout each other. What about you? Why are ya so pissy even talkin' to another guy? Did someone tell ya it'll turn ya into a fag if ya make an emotional connection with one. Honest question~"

@soft screaming

Okay, maybe he shouldn't have chugged the drink like that. He shifted a bit in his spot, feeling his head spin just a bit as he tried to adjust so he was standing comfortably. He tried to ignore it, blinking away any discomfort. He'd drink this one a little slower. He refused to let Rei know how the first one was already hitting him. "Just don't see the point." He hummed. Partially the truth, although it certainly wasn't the full truth. He wasn't about to expose parts of himself that he didn't even want to deal with to someone like Rei Sakuma. "I don't like dudes, don't see a point in spending time with them when I could be doing better things." He shrugged, looking down at his glass as if he were thinking about something. "Plus, gross, I'm not a fag like you are. Keep that shit to yourself." He rolled his eyes, taking another slow sip of his drink. "I'm much sweeter with girls, promise~"

@Kha'iel

"Ya don't see the point in makin' friends? I don't know how to break this to you, Hakaze-kun. But ya aren't required to go around makin' out with every guy you befriend like ya do with girls." Outta spite he finished his second drink more quickly than planned. You know what? They should get plastered and then maybe he'd so someone really shitty like kiss the guy. "Mhm yea, you're homophobic attitude is a real charm point. Bet the ladies love that. I never said I didn't like girls. The difference between ya and me is that I'm not scared to be pegged by a beautiful woman." Setting the glass down he leaned onto the counter. His high alcohol tolerance better pay out now. Possibly railing the guy hadn't been on his mind before, it definitely was now. ...That could be the alcohol making risky decisions. Ugh he shouldn't do that actually. Just because it be fun to see him take a dick up the ass didn't mean Rei should make it a goal. Not at all.

@soft screaming

Alright, that was a bit concerning. He hadn't expected Rei to down the drink so quickly, and it definitely felt like he was being challenged. He took another slow sip of his own drink, eyeing the now empty glass on the counter. The first drink was already starting to hit him a bit, fingers curling over the edge of the bar to keep himself steady. "Oh please. Like I said. I'm far sweeter with girls. I just don't see a point in sugarcoating myself for someone like you." He grinned at him, but it was an empty grin, purely for show. Fuck it. Kaoru took the challenge. He downed the rest of his drink, setting the glass down in front of him as he looked back at Rei, quirking a brow as if asking him what the big deal was. He was going to regret that second glass very soon, but he wasn't going to let Rei know that. "Plus~ Most of the girls I go out with tend to want someone to take care of them instead-" Nope, he was a virgin. 100%. "- still, I'd rather not take it up the ass. Even for a chick."

@Kha'iel

“So I get the real deal? One could say that means ya like me more if you’re willin’ to show off your true self. Come now… uh Kaoru-kun~” That was his name wasn’t it. Rei was like.. 89% sure that was it. “I'm into shitty personalities, I think we’d get along well. Look at us, already bondin” He eyed the blonde in amusement, it was easy to work this guy up. The fact that he felt like he had to prove himself by finishing the drink just as fast was adorable. “That so? Cause you give off the vibes that you want someone to take care of ya. Nothin’ wrong with that.” He held back a comment about mommy issues. He wasn’t that much of a dick thanks. “As a woman lover, shouldn’t ya make some sacrifices? Anything for their happiness yada yada.” Tapping his fingers against the counter, he stood up and grabbed his wallet, shoving it back in his pocket. “This is fun and all~ but I won’t hold ya up any longer. I do gonna grab somethin’ from the changin’ room though. If ya wanna walk me back there, mister manager.”

@soft screaming

Kaoru scowled at his words, just rolling his eyes. He wasn't a fan of the insult, and nor was he a fan of Rei implying that they'd get along well. He didn't like this guy in the slightest, and he was really itching to just deck him. But he wouldn't, because he knew better than to let his anger get the best of him. "Just cause I like women doesn't mean I'll let 'em go past what I wanna do~" He pushes himself to stand up, wincing a bit as his head spins. Ugh. Maybe he should have taken those drinks a little slower. "Yeah, yeah. I'll walk y'there." His words ran together a bit, and he masked it with a cough, making sure he had his own things as he walked around to the other side of the bar. He was mostly walking straight, but he wasn't as composed as normal and if his slight sway was anything to go off of, he was definitely feeling the alcohol. Lightweight. He led Rei back to the dressing rooms, fumbling a bit for his keys before he pushed open the door and motioned for Rei to step in.

@Kha'iel

Sounded like he was just a coward but whatever helped him sleep at night. Rei eyed Kaoru as he walked, very much a lightweight. That was incredibly funny to him. How could you work with alcohol and get taken down by two drinks? He did step into the room, but not before 'accidentally' knocking his leg against the blonde to upset his already shit balance and send him tumbling to the floor. Ouch. Kind as he was, Rei faked falling as well, landing onto of Kaoru and purposely pushing his knee against the others crotch. Oh sorry accidentally. "Oops. Seems I lost my footin' there for a second. I guess the alcohol got to me more than I think." He stared down at Kaoru, not looking sorry at all. Not the slightest bit. "If ya be so 'kind' as to give me a second. My limbs don't seem to be respondin' at the moment. So I can't move~" he pressed up closer to Kaoru, hoping to piss him off as much as possible.

@soft screaming

Kaoru let out an almost indignant noise of surprise as he tumbled to the ground, immediately trying to sit up. Unfortunately, Rei was on top of him soon after. He pressed his forearms to the ground, half keeping himself up and half keeping himself steady, and shot a glare at him. The knee right up against his crotch made him jolt a bit (only succeeding in making things worse) and he tried to ignore his half-hard dick pressed against Rei's knee. "Fuck off. Y'can move." He reached up to shove at his shoulder, far from willing to deal with this situation. "Don't like being so close to dudes-" Rei pressed closer, and he felt the blood in his head rush down. He pointedly ignored it. Only half hard. It was totally the alcohol. God, his head was spinning. "Get your shit and leave."

@Kha'iel

Only half hard was good enough for him. As expected Rei in fact did not get his shit and leave. He was feeling perhaps a little bit too buzzed and on a powertrip. He grinded his knee against Kaoru, letting out a laugh. "Why don't you make me pretty boy? Id love to see ya try. Cmon aren't ya a little bit curious? I bet you are. No one is that obnoxious about their sexuality unless they got something ta hide." Not even trying to pretend it was an accident anymore, he grabbed Kaoru's hands by the wrists and pinned them above his head. "Let me tell ya what no one else has the guts too. You look and act like a twink. Barely anythin' about ya seems straight. Do you have some self hatred issues? Is that why you hate guys so much?" He stares at Kaoru intently, his red eyes almost glowing under the artificial light.

@soft screaming

His breathing felt weird. It was the alcohol, right? It had to be the alcohol. He felt that knee grind up against him, and he took in a shaking breath. Half hard was slowly becoming more, and he was desperately trying to ignore it. "Shut the fuck up." He weakly tried to use a leg to kick at him, but the position and angle made it a little weird. "Of course I'm not curious. Dudes just gross me out. And if anyone's a god damn twink here it's you." He glared at him, words running together a bit as he tried to wiggle out from under him. He felt trapped and weak and he hated it. Maybe he could ban this dude. Nah that'd be bad for business. He tried to yank his hands out of his grip, breathing a little stuttered and shaky.

@Kha'iel

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